I have a new black spot in my vision today. I seems like I should be used to this stuff by now but every time I have a new spot I have panic on and off for a few days, until eventually I get used to it and don’t notice it anymore.
I try really hard not to be afraid each time this happens but no matter how hard I try I am still afraid. It’s really hard not to be afraid when there is a black spot flashing and floating around in the way of everything I look at.
Most of the day today I have had panic when peace is what I really wanted more than anything. I kept telling myself that the peace will come and I know it will….it always does. Just sometimes it takes longer than others.
So now its late and I’m still praying and waiting for the peace to come.
While I’m waiting I will keep leaning on Jesus, trusting He will show me the way out of this fear and to His place of peace once again.
Thank you for reading,