I am not sure why God chose to give me this miracle, it’s not my first actually its one of many. Was this all to show me what he can do? Or was it just a normal thing planned from the beginning?
Worry… Worry is a word I used to know really well. All this eye stuff has taught me worry is a waste of time. There is no need to worry. What will or will not happen, will happen, whether I worry or not. So why not just believe that God has it covered and be thankful for all he has done.. That is what I hope to remember to do from now on.
This almost 4 years of eye stuff has been quit an amazing a journey for me. Is it finally finished? ….Well… the macular hole is healed in my left eye yet I have some odd side affect is going on in my right eye now do to the Lucentis shot I had 3 years ago coupled with my arthritis. She said that it is causing me to have a red eyes sometimes that look as if I have broken blood vessels in my eye. I have to take a steroid drop for that now that may or may not cause glaucoma or cataracts. Am I worried?? NO. A few years ago when a doctor gave me medicine I would skip it for fear of the side affects. To me it is the strangest thing if I think about it really hard…. Me at peace about stuff that used to scare me to death….
I think as long as I am on this earth there will always be something going on. If not eyes it would be something else. All I know is we can chose to wallow in the problems or chose to rest in the peace of God. I think I will chose to rest in the peace.
God is really good. He took me the most messed up fraidy cat person and somehow managed to change that. It is really nice to have this peace.
Have a blessed evening,